You can read my first publication in the Daily Athenaeum on page 3:
Here is the Walking Dead poster I have! :)
Wednesday, September 25, 2013
First Fall 2013 VLOG
You can read my first publication in the Daily Athenaeum on page 3:
Here is the Walking Dead poster I have! :)
Wednesday, July 10, 2013
Freshman Year: That's a Wrap!
After the first semester, things settled down a bit. As college life became more routine, I realized blogging would just consist of the same things I had already shared with you. I began to think nothing was exciting enough, but I realize that's only because I was living it.
When I went home for summer, everyone wanted to know about college. I didn't like talking about it. It's like writing a book; I usually get stuck because I've mapped out everything and I already know the ending. I always forget that I'm the only one who knows. Besides, it's not over and it's hard to talk about it as if it is. Plus, my mom pointed out that most people I know stayed in state, but I went 400 miles away to a place where nobody knew my name. I had every chance to fail, but I only succeeded (so far). And although that is only what I would accept and expect for myself, not everyone has that same drive or opportunity or desire.
So, this post is for everyone who keeps asking me, "How was your first year of college?!", "What did you get into there?" and "How do you feel?" This post should answer all of your questions.
I've come a long way from the shy, heavy girl with the single room who walked into the Coliseum for University Welcome Day.
Through Open Mics and Comedy Night and all the student orgs I am a part of, people have come to know me. Some people I've never met recognize and compliment me. There is even a website that made a video and blog about me and my talents. (http://marissamidds.wordpress.com/2013/04/24/wvu-student-shines-for-vocal-talent/)
I have some really good friends: Brienna, Elizabeth, Bryan, Jaiana, Jaime, Michael, Matt, and everyone from Anarchappella and U92 and the Bistro...I mean, I finally let them come close to me. Just not too close - I'm still working on the trust part of friendship.
I received a citation for underage drinking. When it happened, I was devastated! I kept asking people to forgive me as I tried to convince them I was a good person. The funny thing out of that long story is the cop asked for my height. I said "5'6" and for weight you can just put fat!" I always laugh when I tell people about that. But, the trip to court and feeling of embarrassment I had was not funny even though most people wore their citations as badges of honor.
I work at the Boreman Bistro. I take my job too seriously for what it is, but I know I am a good worker.
I joined Campus Girl Scouts. I think it's a really cool organization. I helped sell Girl Scout cookies outside of the Mountainlair and cooked dinner for families in need at the Ronald McDonald House. I'm excited to continue representing the values of being a Girl Scout.
I performed with Anarchappella at a coffee shop open mic and it didn't go so well. I was so nervous when we performed at 123 Pleasant Street, but we kicked ass. It's one of my favorite memories so far, even if it is tainted by the person who never showed up.
Elections came up soon after for College Republicans. I was nominated for PR Manager and delivered a pretty good first speech ever - good enough to get elected! I've already begun changing the Twitter and the website to make it more appealing and less boring. This is an awesome opportunity for someone in my major and I have a lot of plans for next year.
I also went on an interview at the Daily Athenaeum (school newspaper) for Web Editor. It was very awkward, but I also landed that position, which is paid. I trained a bit for it and it isn't that hard. Once I get it down better, it won't be as time-consuming, either.
I went to the U92 awards banquet and won the Rookie Newscaster of the Year Award! Even though I did deserve it, I was surprised because I thought that people who deserve things usually aren't the ones recognized. I guess I was wrong(: I applied for Assistant News Director, but I didn't get that position. I think with more development and practice and confidence, I could eventually earn a leadership role there as well.
I somehow lost 15 pounds - the opposite of what the trend is. I'm proud of that and only wish that I didn't gain half of it back at home!
My goal for the first semester of college was to make Dean's List, which unfortunately I did not make. I had a 3.4. There is no excuse. Somehow it was enough to get invited to the National Society of Collegiate Scholars and I am now a part of that.
I finished the second semester with the same goal which I did accomplish with a 3.6! Seeing my name on the list really made me smile. I received A's in history, psychology, philosophy, sociology, and my journalism class. My only B was in Italian.
After all of that, it's hard to say exactly how I feel. I was tired and ready for break, but as soon as summer came, I missed West Virginia. I love it there. It's more than I imagined it would be. Sometimes, I think about what college would be like if I was the only student on campus because it's such a perfect place, but some people just suck no matter where ya go. I feel accomplished and ready for more and just completely moved on from who I used to be. I keep growing as a person and that's the important part for me. I'm going to keep working hard on school work and with organizations and at my jobs and at my social life. I'm especially going to keep working hard on becoming who I'm meant to be.
"Mama said 'home is where the heart is' when I left that town. I made it all the way to West Virginia and that's where my heart found exactly where I'm supposed to be. It didn't take much time. It's just south of the Mason-Dixon line." -Lady Antebellum
♥♥♥♥♥♥
When I went home for summer, everyone wanted to know about college. I didn't like talking about it. It's like writing a book; I usually get stuck because I've mapped out everything and I already know the ending. I always forget that I'm the only one who knows. Besides, it's not over and it's hard to talk about it as if it is. Plus, my mom pointed out that most people I know stayed in state, but I went 400 miles away to a place where nobody knew my name. I had every chance to fail, but I only succeeded (so far). And although that is only what I would accept and expect for myself, not everyone has that same drive or opportunity or desire.
So, this post is for everyone who keeps asking me, "How was your first year of college?!", "What did you get into there?" and "How do you feel?" This post should answer all of your questions.
I've come a long way from the shy, heavy girl with the single room who walked into the Coliseum for University Welcome Day.
Through Open Mics and Comedy Night and all the student orgs I am a part of, people have come to know me. Some people I've never met recognize and compliment me. There is even a website that made a video and blog about me and my talents. (http://marissamidds.wordpress.com/2013/04/24/wvu-student-shines-for-vocal-talent/)
I have some really good friends: Brienna, Elizabeth, Bryan, Jaiana, Jaime, Michael, Matt, and everyone from Anarchappella and U92 and the Bistro...I mean, I finally let them come close to me. Just not too close - I'm still working on the trust part of friendship.
I received a citation for underage drinking. When it happened, I was devastated! I kept asking people to forgive me as I tried to convince them I was a good person. The funny thing out of that long story is the cop asked for my height. I said "5'6" and for weight you can just put fat!" I always laugh when I tell people about that. But, the trip to court and feeling of embarrassment I had was not funny even though most people wore their citations as badges of honor.
I work at the Boreman Bistro. I take my job too seriously for what it is, but I know I am a good worker.
I joined Campus Girl Scouts. I think it's a really cool organization. I helped sell Girl Scout cookies outside of the Mountainlair and cooked dinner for families in need at the Ronald McDonald House. I'm excited to continue representing the values of being a Girl Scout.
I performed with Anarchappella at a coffee shop open mic and it didn't go so well. I was so nervous when we performed at 123 Pleasant Street, but we kicked ass. It's one of my favorite memories so far, even if it is tainted by the person who never showed up.
Elections came up soon after for College Republicans. I was nominated for PR Manager and delivered a pretty good first speech ever - good enough to get elected! I've already begun changing the Twitter and the website to make it more appealing and less boring. This is an awesome opportunity for someone in my major and I have a lot of plans for next year.
I also went on an interview at the Daily Athenaeum (school newspaper) for Web Editor. It was very awkward, but I also landed that position, which is paid. I trained a bit for it and it isn't that hard. Once I get it down better, it won't be as time-consuming, either.
I went to the U92 awards banquet and won the Rookie Newscaster of the Year Award! Even though I did deserve it, I was surprised because I thought that people who deserve things usually aren't the ones recognized. I guess I was wrong(: I applied for Assistant News Director, but I didn't get that position. I think with more development and practice and confidence, I could eventually earn a leadership role there as well.
I somehow lost 15 pounds - the opposite of what the trend is. I'm proud of that and only wish that I didn't gain half of it back at home!
My goal for the first semester of college was to make Dean's List, which unfortunately I did not make. I had a 3.4. There is no excuse. Somehow it was enough to get invited to the National Society of Collegiate Scholars and I am now a part of that.
I finished the second semester with the same goal which I did accomplish with a 3.6! Seeing my name on the list really made me smile. I received A's in history, psychology, philosophy, sociology, and my journalism class. My only B was in Italian.
After all of that, it's hard to say exactly how I feel. I was tired and ready for break, but as soon as summer came, I missed West Virginia. I love it there. It's more than I imagined it would be. Sometimes, I think about what college would be like if I was the only student on campus because it's such a perfect place, but some people just suck no matter where ya go. I feel accomplished and ready for more and just completely moved on from who I used to be. I keep growing as a person and that's the important part for me. I'm going to keep working hard on school work and with organizations and at my jobs and at my social life. I'm especially going to keep working hard on becoming who I'm meant to be.
"Mama said 'home is where the heart is' when I left that town. I made it all the way to West Virginia and that's where my heart found exactly where I'm supposed to be. It didn't take much time. It's just south of the Mason-Dixon line." -Lady Antebellum
Sunday, March 17, 2013
CPAC 2013
I went to CPAC 2013 with the College Republicans at WVU. I had a great time and I hope to attend again next year. It was too long ago to write a detailed rant about...unfortunately, I didn't keep the thoughts fresh. The following is just photos, videos, and audio I captured during my experience.
Also, I was quoted in an article about the NRA!
You can read the article here.
Also, I was quoted in an article about the NRA!
You can read the article here.
Monday, February 18, 2013
Things I Wonder...
...is a composition book that I named in order to write down my thoughts in throughout the day. It isn't like a diary because if I left it somewhere and anyone read it, I wouldn't care. It's things like "If omniscience can be proven through a mathematical equation, then does time exist continually in planes with every version of ourselves existing at once?" ANYWAY - that is the normal kind of thought process you will find within "Things I Wonder..."
I wanted to share today's page of thoughts. So here is a full, unedited excerpt of Things I Wonder...
"...like how I survived my first college party."
It's getting better everyday. At first, I didn't think I deserved this. But, it's not about that. It's about what I needed to learn. I looked at everyone else's life so envious. Why? I'll never know. If they can't remember their weekends and they need this stress to feel alive, I feel bad for them. I have fond memories that just include me and no one else. I'm doing things right and I will never complain about being lonely again. I will enjoy what I'm doing and when I get to go home to the people who care about me, it will be all the more beautiful. Also, the only reason I went was because of some dumb guy. I'm over it. No one will even love me as much as I am capable of loving them. No one will ever love me as much as I love myself. No one is selfless. No one can be trusted. No one except me. So, for now and as far as I can see, it's just me. I can trust myself, love myself, improve myself. No one deserves control over me. I've stepped out of this self induced cage of fear and loneliness. I'm going to be me and whoever doesn't like it, doesn't exist. I may be a little more of a [bitch], but it's just how I survive. I need to be that way. If I let myself get all emotional again, the results will be disastrous! No more whiny love song. No more not being able to take a joke. This is life. I may as well live it as happy as possible and I don't need another soul in my life in order to achieve that. I also just want to say, God must have something in store for me. He takes really good care of me. I prayed the night before everything got better. And I didn't just pray. I had a long and long-needed conversation. I know I am loved. ♥
"I'm down the Earth like this. Rocking this business. I've grown up so much. I'm in control and loving it. Rumors got me laughing, kid. Love my life and my public. Put God first and can't forget to stay real. To me it's like breathing!" - JLO♥
See also: For the Moments I Feel Faint
by Relient K♥
Just to end this, here is the second song I mentioned. Until next time.
Wednesday, February 13, 2013
Tom Bombadillo!
New painting ♥
Also, the DA decided not to do the article on the Open Mic night, but they ARE trying to do a profile on just me! So, I guess that's pretty cool. I'll update you when I know anything else.
Buh-bye now!
Saturday, February 9, 2013
A Temper Tantrum in Paintings...
Yeah, I know. Big change from yesterday. But, that's the way it is, I guess. Happiness is a cruel joke. A lie to keep us from killing.
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