It is UnderArmour and bears the WVU logo.
It has SO much room and will last a very long time.
♥
♥Me
Thursday, January 24, 2013
Backpack, Backpack!
I bought a new backpack.
It is UnderArmour and bears the WVU logo.
It has SO much room and will last a very long time.
♥
♥Me
It is UnderArmour and bears the WVU logo.
It has SO much room and will last a very long time.
♥
♥Me
ALONE
This is a painting I did in the last two days.
I was falling asleep drawing one night. When I woke up, I saw that I had drawn "ALONE" with spiky vines going through it. So, I used it as the basis of this painting and then built up from there.
Peace,
Ashley
******EDIT******
Here is a poem I wrote to go with it.
1/24/2013
Sitting alone
and even the people who swore to help you
see you not
You are more than just invisible
Existence itself never acknowledged you
Your vitality a mystery that not even God can explain
Eating alone
It'salmost unnatural if another soul even shares the light
that hits your everyday booth
And if they talk, your whole world shakes
If the silence leaves
You will be friendless and lost
Wishing alone
That anyone will open their eyes
Be it lover, parent, bestfriend
Be it priest, teacher, doctor
Be it thief, rapist, murderer
You just want anything to happen
Even especially if it kills the mystery
Dreaming alone
With that frozen space beside you
You never want to wake up
If you do, your real life will end
That life that keeps you going
That life inside your mind that NO ONE can take away
Even the nightmares are worth the sleep
Because if you wake up
no one will be there to save you
So you let the monsters win.
I was falling asleep drawing one night. When I woke up, I saw that I had drawn "ALONE" with spiky vines going through it. So, I used it as the basis of this painting and then built up from there.
Peace,
Ashley
******EDIT******
Here is a poem I wrote to go with it.
1/24/2013
Sitting alone
and even the people who swore to help you
see you not
You are more than just invisible
Existence itself never acknowledged you
Your vitality a mystery that not even God can explain
Eating alone
It's
that hits your everyday booth
And if they talk, your whole world shakes
If the silence leaves
You will be friendless and lost
Wishing alone
That anyone will open their eyes
Be it lover, parent, bestfriend
Be it priest, teacher, doctor
Be it thief, rapist, murderer
You just want anything to happen
Dreaming alone
With that frozen space beside you
You never want to wake up
If you do, your real life will end
That life that keeps you going
That life inside your mind that NO ONE can take away
Even the nightmares are worth the sleep
Because if you wake up
no one will be there to save you
So you let the monsters win.
Tuesday, January 15, 2013
Today...
...was the second day of classes.
I didn't have class until 12:30, but I had u92 in the morning. I got up at 8, got showered, had breakfast, and got there on time. I did everything I was supposed to do. I did great. But, apparently they didn't quite have their shit together and, once again, I was unsuspecting. First of all, the streaming was never turned on so anyone listening on the web was SOL and when someone brought it to the person who can fix that's attention, nothing was done about it because "it was working last night". (I know, they REEEeeeaaaaallly care about listeners, huh?) Then, the many people attempting to be one DJ sort of kept screwing up intros, making sound during my cast, just overall SUCKING. I know people make mistakes and I do, too, just not as many.
Finally, that was over with and I went to Sociology 101 which I enjoyed. Not much to say about it. I went to the bookstore again, found the HIST 152 books I needed for the reading and lo and behold the money my mommy transferred over still isn't clear. (I know, I shouldn't rely on my mom, but I've been out of work for a month!!!!) Once again, I was surprised, but this time also embarrassed by two little words: TENDER DECLINED. (I'm going to make a horror movie called TENDER DECLINED. For some reason, it gives me chills!) I ended up leaving, crying to mommy, coming back, buying the one book with my remaining SFA, and setting up a rental for the second book which I can't secure until tomorrow (hopefully) so that means if I get the book before my history class I will be all set, but if the money isn't clear, it's back on the end-of-the-world boat for me.
Had lunch then to PHIL 130 (Current Moral Problems) which bored me to sleep (but I was also full so that could be it), though the topics are very interesting and I have strong opinions. It's just the teacher is a sad, little, quiet, balding, bearded man who I feel bad for since he has absolutely no personality. (I want to be clear, I'm not being a bitch about this. I just need lively characters to play their parts and he's more of an extra: a perfectly nice person with no talent and/or confidence.)
The rest of my day has been getting my life together, cleaning, wash, all of the boring, dirty details that no one has time or interest for.
Love yas and peace out for now. I'm going to go shoot up some n00bs on Halo 4.
~Ashley~
I didn't have class until 12:30, but I had u92 in the morning. I got up at 8, got showered, had breakfast, and got there on time. I did everything I was supposed to do. I did great. But, apparently they didn't quite have their shit together and, once again, I was unsuspecting. First of all, the streaming was never turned on so anyone listening on the web was SOL and when someone brought it to the person who can fix that's attention, nothing was done about it because "it was working last night". (I know, they REEEeeeaaaaallly care about listeners, huh?) Then, the many people attempting to be one DJ sort of kept screwing up intros, making sound during my cast, just overall SUCKING. I know people make mistakes and I do, too, just not as many.
Finally, that was over with and I went to Sociology 101 which I enjoyed. Not much to say about it. I went to the bookstore again, found the HIST 152 books I needed for the reading and lo and behold the money my mommy transferred over still isn't clear. (I know, I shouldn't rely on my mom, but I've been out of work for a month!!!!) Once again, I was surprised, but this time also embarrassed by two little words: TENDER DECLINED. (I'm going to make a horror movie called TENDER DECLINED. For some reason, it gives me chills!) I ended up leaving, crying to mommy, coming back, buying the one book with my remaining SFA, and setting up a rental for the second book which I can't secure until tomorrow (hopefully) so that means if I get the book before my history class I will be all set, but if the money isn't clear, it's back on the end-of-the-world boat for me.
Had lunch then to PHIL 130 (Current Moral Problems) which bored me to sleep (but I was also full so that could be it), though the topics are very interesting and I have strong opinions. It's just the teacher is a sad, little, quiet, balding, bearded man who I feel bad for since he has absolutely no personality. (I want to be clear, I'm not being a bitch about this. I just need lively characters to play their parts and he's more of an extra: a perfectly nice person with no talent and/or confidence.)
The rest of my day has been getting my life together, cleaning, wash, all of the boring, dirty details that no one has time or interest for.
Love yas and peace out for now. I'm going to go shoot up some n00bs on Halo 4.
~Ashley~
First Day Back: Spring 2013!
So, I got back to WVU last Saturday but it feels like ages ago! For
my first full day back (SUNDAY), I slept all day and then worked from
3:30 until 8 as cashier. I was so out of it. It is way harder to get
back into the swing of things at college than it is in high school, but
it's probably because we have such a meaty break. Anyway, while I was at
work, I had two separate parties and three total people recognize me
from Open Mic Night and the one guy was also a performer who did poetry
on stage and I really liked him, I remember his poem was about birds and
it was funny because the same night I played my original song "Little
Bird". The other was a couple and the girl was like "That bird song was
so beautiful." Seriously?! She remembered my song?! I was so excited
after that. My last open mic was like 2 or 3 months ago and people still
remember me? It made all of my self-conscious flustering completely
worth it. <3 nbsp="nbsp" p="p">
Unfortunately, I do not have a cell phone at the moment, so no pictures of my beautiful campus to make you envious for a while. :P
TTYL
Me.
Unfortunately, I do not have a cell phone at the moment, so no pictures of my beautiful campus to make you envious for a while. :P
TTYL
Me.
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